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!Download Book ♖ Thoughtful ☪ In Thoughtless, Kiera told her story Now it s time for Kellan Kyle to share his side in ThoughtfulThe only place Kellan has ever felt at home is on stage Gripping his guitar in a darkened bar, he can forget his painful past These days his life revolves around his music and his band mates, and that s the way he likes it And then one woman changes everythingKiera is the kind of girl Kellan has no business wanting she s smart, sweet, and dating his best friend Certain he could never be worthy of her love, he hides his growing attraction until Kiera s own tormented heart hints that his feelings might not be one sided Now, no matter the consequences, Kellan is sure of one thing he won t let Kiera go without a fight Friendly Fire (Jonathan Grave Kiera told her story Now it s time for Kellan Kyle to share his side in ThoughtfulThe only place Kellan has ever felt at home is on stage Gripping his guitar in a darkened bar A Necessary Evil (Sam Wyndham he can forget his painful past These days his life revolves around his music and his band mates To Hold (The Dumont Diaries, and that s the way he likes it And then one woman changes everythingKiera is the kind of girl Kellan has no business wanting she s smart The Eerie Adventures of the Lycanthrope Robinson Crusoe sweet Murphys Ambush and dating his best friend Certain he could never be worthy of her love Ecotarian Diet he hides his growing attraction until Kiera s own tormented heart hints that his feelings might not be one sided Now Dust Devil no matter the consequences Synowie Kaina, córy Lilith... Rzecz o wampirach w fantasy Kellan is sure of one thing he won t let Kiera go without a fight 3.5 stars I can t remember the last time I read something that was purely the alternate POV of the same book maybe it was Walking Disaster Hmm I don t remember, but the point is I don t read those much because I don t want there to be a risk of ruining the original version of the story I took a leap of faith this time because of the hero Kellan Kyle He s one of my all time favorite book boyfriends and there isn t much I m not willing to endure while reading if it means he ll end up in a bette 3.5 stars I can t remember the last time I read something that was purely the alternate POV of the same book maybe it was Walking Disaster Hmm I don t remember, but the point is I don t read those much because I don t want there to be a risk of ruining the original version of the story I took a leap of faith this time because of the hero Kellan Kyle He s one of my all time favorite book boyfriends and there isn t much I m not willing to endure while reading if it means he ll end up in a better and happy place Because honestly This book had many, many things that would normally drive me up a wall had I read it in another book I also want to say that if you re reading this book expecting there to be new stuff to be added to the original storyline of the Thoughtless trilogy, wrong mentality When the author said Kellan s POV of Thoughtless, she really meant that you re getting a rehash of book 1 in his view At this point I would only recommend this book if it doesn t matter to you that the plot is the same you just wantKellan, any way you can get it I went into this book with that in mind, so my review won t touch on the plot redundancies, because really, that s not even supposed to be an issue Now about this book It was a slow burn, a snooze fest, and an angsty rollercoaster ride all in one Different sections of the book made me feel different things and by the end, I was just tired and exhausted from it all First and foremost, reading about Kellan s heartbreaking upbringing in his own voice downright hurt The emotional scars his parents left on him were deep, leading him to feel this perpetual loneliness inside of him while on the outside he looked like a perfect golden angel And yet for all his looks and charisma, he s insecure about feeling, about emotion, and about love.When Denny and Kiera enter the scene, the snooze fest sort of began In Thoughtless, part of Kellan s allure was the fact that I didn t fully know his thoughts when Kiera did this or that and while it was pretty adorable and heartwarming to see the depth of his love and longing for her, I feel like the author exposed too much if that makes any sense There are some things best left unsaid, and be open to the reader s imagination instead, so I was a little discouraged to have to read EVERY single one of Kellan s thoughts about Kiera this and Kiera that for half of the book Honestly, these were the parts that drained the life out of me because Kellan s world IS Kiera His love for her blinded him to the rest of the world and in everything he does and sees, it s all her, even when she s not really his and to have to read about that kind of torment killed me There was one thing that really bothered me though, and it was a technical issue so nothing to do with the characters themselves In my opinion, I think the author is weak with the male POV, and it s the reason why I can t bring myself to give this book at least 4 stars I don t say this to hurt her it s just an observation Because when I read this book, there really was no difference in writing style or tone between this book and Thoughtless Kellan must ve hid his sensitivity very well because in here, he noticed the tiniest things like how eyes have different shades, he used flowery words like blossomed, do dudes really talk like that , described looks and clothing to the finest detail, etc all things that I d normally read from the girl s POV But in the end, I am glad and immensely thankful that I got to hear his side of the story Most importantly, it made me understand him better as a person, and though I will always believe Kiera doesn t deserve him, I now understand why he believes she is the one for him, something I could never accept even though I loved Thoughtless Because the plot itself is the same as before, I didn t feel the same kind of intensity like I did when I read Thoughtless However, Kellan Kyle himself will stir up enough emotions for you, and if you re determined to readabout him rather than about the story as a whole, this book will probably be a winner for you.Thoughtful is Kellan s POV of Thoughtless book 1 in the original trilogy Even though it s technically a standalone, I would not recommend reading this on its own At the very least read Thoughtless ARC provided by Forever Grand Central Publishing via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. 5 Stars for Kellan Kiera My Casting KellanKieraI don t even know how to review this book Kellen Kyle will always be my number one and that s pretty much the beginning and the endI have a life without you You re not my entire world You re just the part I loved the mostUsually, I just do not have the patience for these alternate POV books I can t do re reads and I feel like authors just copy and paste these books, change some of the inner monologues and whack it on Ama 5 Stars for Kellan Kiera My Casting KellanKieraI don t even know how to review this book Kellen Kyle will always be my number one and that s pretty much the beginning and the endI have a life without you You re not my entire world You re just the part I loved the mostUsually, I just do not have the patience for these alternate POV books I can t do re reads and I feel like authors just copy and paste these books, change some of the inner monologues and whack it onto get us to part with our money a second time around And ordinarily, that winds me up I mean, even with Beautiful Disaster and Hopeless, when I adored the originals, I just felt like I was being conned And to be honest, the same can probably be said for this book BUTI will never, ever get enough of Kellan Plus, I think the fact that I read Thoughtless so long ago now, helped so much I think S.C Stephens was super smart leaving it so long between books, because there was so much about Kellan and Kiera s story that I d forgotten and it was like I was reading it for the first time, againI m in love with you You gave yourself to me, then ran right back to him You Killed MeWhereas, with BD and Hopeless, I felt like their alternate POV books came out pretty quickly, and the story was still fresh in my mind, so I was just going over what I already knew I don t know if that s the difference, or whether it is simply that S.C Stephens and Kellan can do no wrong in my eyes Yes, I know, I totally have double standards But whatever the reason, I fell in love with this story all over again OMG, the feels Honestly, nothing makes me feel like when I m reading this series I love all of the characters so much These books are so deeply ingratiated into my heart and soul and I really don t think my loyalty to them will ever allow me to love any charactersthan themBecause I was head over heels, ends of the earth, till death do us part in love with herBut, if you ve read Thoughtless then you know what I m talking about anyway, so I don t need to harp on And yes, this review may be a little biased and unfair, but if you love Kellan Kyle as much as I do, and I know many of you do, then hopefully you will feel exactly the same If you haven t read any of this series yet, then I can not tell you how much you need Kellan in your life You have to read Thoughtless 1 asap However, in which case, I don t think this book would work so well if you read this too soon after And equally, if you ve only recently discovered this series, this addition might not be for you However, if you read Thoughtless some time ago and can t remember it word for word, then I think you ll enjoy revisiting with these characters My blog Just when you thought you couldn t love him , S.C Stephens makes you fall in love with Kellan Kyle all over again In typical fashion, S.C draws you in, makes you feel like you are part of the story, and then doesn t let you go until the very last page Emotional, addictive, and a story you ll come back to time and again Superb LIVE on I don t think there has been or ever will be another rocker that owns my heart like Kellan Kyle I still remember all the things I felt while reading Thoughtless Whether you love or hate it, you have to give credit when I book completely owns you Thoughtless completely owned me, so while I was terrified to start this one knowing what was going to happen I am glad I did As I tell my friends, how can you pass up the chance to be in Kellan s head This review will be a little differ LIVE on I don t think there has been or ever will be another rocker that owns my heart like Kellan Kyle I still remember all the things I felt while reading Thoughtless Whether you love or hate it, you have to give credit when I book completely owns you Thoughtless completely owned me, so while I was terrified to start this one knowing what was going to happen I am glad I did As I tell my friends, how can you pass up the chance to be in Kellan s head This review will be a little different since I am assuming if you are reading it you have read Thoughtless, if not please stop since there will be spoilers for the Thoughtless Series Thoughtful is Kellan s side of the story and honestly it was so much harder to read Where Kiera was indecisive and sometimes insensitive, Kellan was heartbreaking My favorite thing about the male POV is seeing how they felt in situations I love getting into a guys head, I when I read how Kellan reacted to Kiera I was in love After reading the trilogy, living through the angst, heartache, and tears it is nice to know that there was always something embedded in these two where they were destined to be together regardless I know that Kellan was open with Kiera, but reading how he felt when she first walked in Knowing that his reaction was so muchthan a physical reaction means something to me I know a lot people don t believe in things like this, but I do I believe in having a feeling without even knowing why While I really enjoyed knowing and seeing Kellan s feelings up front it made for a difficult read, here s why Throughout the story we are privy to parts of Kellan s childhood As you know, his childhood was difficult and ugly, but actually reading some of these scenes just messed me up Mainly because you see that he carried that stuff into his adult life, his feelings of self worth and self doubt are devastatingly sadFor the first time in a long time, I was looking at someone who saw me Not the rock star, not the playboy, but me The real meThat brings me to why this book was so hard to read First, I love Kellan and while in real life I don t condone cheating, nor am I an advocate of it, when I read Thoughtless I was screaming just do it already yes I was immediately Team Kyle So to read Thoughtful and see that her refusal hurtthan his ego and pride, killed me To see that Kellan was mistreated his whole life, never shown love or affection Then to know his desire for something real..ugh bring on the tears I also thoroughly enjoyed getting to see the sexy sneaking around moments from Kellan s POV, because let s be honest Kellan Kyle is a ROCK STAR in and out of the bedroom I love sneaking around, forbidden love, in books and I enjoyed seeing how Kellan planned moments and how they effected him Above everything else I loved their love for each other What can I say, I am sucker for an happy ever after In the end, things felt complete for me Seeing both sides, understanding where both people are coming from,it was a full circle moment So my final rating is 4 4.5 because there are moments of love, moments of extreme heartache, and moments of rage in this story Regardless of all that any book that can make me feel so many things is a good book in my opinion The only reason I can t give this book a full 5 stars is because there were moments when the story felt long and redundant However, I do recommend this book, for sure, for readers who loved the trilogy you really cant pass this one up You ll be in my mind every second of every day I can promise you thatARC kindly provided by Grand Central Publishing in exchange for an honest review. FOUR STARS BR with Mel and Sharon She was my greatest pain, and my only salvation She was the only one who could heal this hole in my heart, a hole she d torn open This was a really hard read for me I know that I must be just a touch sadistic to have read the series FOUR times, but Kellan truly is my 1 and he s worth the torture When I finished reading Reckless two years ago, I sent an email to S.C Stephens, just gushing over the book and BEGGING her to write Thoughtless o FOUR STARS BR with Mel and Sharon She was my greatest pain, and my only salvation She was the only one who could heal this hole in my heart, a hole she d torn open This was a really hard read for me I know that I must be just a touch sadistic to have read the series FOUR times, but Kellan truly is my 1 and he s worth the torture When I finished reading Reckless two years ago, I sent an email to S.C Stephens, just gushing over the book and BEGGING her to write Thoughtless over in Kellan s POV I was not ready to let him go I really wanted to know what was going on in his head during all the turmoil, and where did he go all those times he disappeared for days Well I definitely got what I wished for I just am a little sad that the Kellan we get in this one, thinks so little of himself and is filled with so much self loathing I struggled at times with his inner monologuesWhy can t you love me like I love you Why can t anyone How awful am I These self deprecating inner monologues seem to go on for a very long time during the first half of the book My heart was breaking so much for Kellan Honestly, I understand why he thought so little of himself He went his entire life without ever having been loved I guess that s one of the many reasons I love Kellan so much He could have turned into a real asshole because of the abuse he endured as a child, but no, he became this incredible guy that gave up his heart and soul for the one woman he truly loved I just had a hard time with Kellan s self loathing thoughts I didn t ever remember Kellan being that desperate in the previous books, and I mean, I just reread them this past week.I did end up hating Kiera evenin this one I m sure there will be plenty of people who will have an evenintense hatred for her Now that I know how badly she hurt him repeatedly, I am definitely not feeling any sort of sympathy for her The first half of the book, I was feeling so depressed I was so certain this was going to be a five star read for me, but Kellan being so desperate to take any scraps of attention Kiera would throw his way, really just bugged the ever loving crap out of me THANK GOD the second half of the book was much better and turned things around for me Once Kellan stopped being such a door mat, I could breathe a sigh of relief.There were some scenes that had me crying like a baby The goodbye song he wrote for Kiera The talk between Evan and Kellan at the hospital Kellan had a family all along His band mates loved him like a brother They were there for him during some of his dark days I know sometimes when a book is retold in the other main character s POV, it almost seems like we re just getting the story regurgitated, but I didn t get that feeling at all I loved experiencing the story through Kellan s perspective and there were plenty of scenes we never got in Thoughtless , and man were some scenes very painful to relive in Kellan s POV, like the fight in the rain I m so happy that S.C Stephens gave us readers this opportunity to reunite with Kellan and no matter what he will always be my 1 4 I love you Kellan Kyle, even when you look like an obsessed psychopath Stars I will not dwell on explaining this book s story, because I don t believe there s many readers who don t know Kellan s and Kiera story Even the people who didn t read the books Basically, girl moves to another city with boyfriend, they going to live with boyfriend s friend, boyfriend finds a job in another city, girl and friend fall in love, huge mess happens In a very short way, it s basically it.We ve read 4 I love you Kellan Kyle, even when you look like an obsessed psychopath Stars I will not dwell on explaining this book s story, because I don t believe there s many readers who don t know Kellan s and Kiera story Even the people who didn t read the books Basically, girl moves to another city with boyfriend, they going to live with boyfriend s friend, boyfriend finds a job in another city, girl and friend fall in love, huge mess happens In a very short way, it s basically it.We ve read this story trough Kiera s eyes, but in this book it was Kellan s time to tell the story Despite not being necessary, I advise you to read this book only if you have read the Thoughtless series before And if you haven t, get on it, like yesterday If for some reason you want to break something after reading the first book, don t give up the two others after that are perfection Maybe it s because I already know how this ends, but reading this wasn t as hard as it was Thoughtless Still, it was angsty, emotional and when it ended I had go read Reckless epilogue just to remember exactly how this whole mess ended This series was one of my favorites ever and it was great to be inside Kellan s mind, even when he looked a little nuts If you re a fan of the series you can t miss this book On another note I know that Reckless already has one, but it would kill give us another epilogue Maybe one further in time Rating 4 Stars Characters Development If I haven t read the whole trilogy before, I would have loathed Kiera And in some moments, I did Luckily I know she gets better and ends up redeeming from all of this mess, so I got over it Kellan is a different story, he s a book boyfriend I ll always love, but seeing this story trough this eyes, not only was hard, as in some moments he was so obsessed over Kiera that he looked borderline psychopath Being inside his mind was painful at several moments, but I loved this opportunity for being there I loved seeing the D Bags trough his eyes and the friendship between them and I had almost forgotten how I loved Anna It was nice to seeof her, either Steam Some hot scenes Sensible Subjects view spoiler Besides Kellan f cked up past and mind Not really hide spoiler Love Triangle view spoiler Yes hide spoiler Cheating view spoiler Yes hide spoiler HEA view spoiler Yes hide spoiler 3.75 I m so very sorry and I feel very guilty about this stars Three years ago I had a baby.Three years ago I had a baby that fed continuously through the night.Three years ago I started to read again.Three years ago I fell for Kellan Kyle.Three years ago I stayed up till 4am reading thoughtless then 5am with Effortless.And Three years later I read Thoughtful in TWO LONG WEEKS even after staying up late reading I dream about you sometimes about what it would have been like if De 3.75 I m so very sorry and I feel very guilty about this stars Three years ago I had a baby.Three years ago I had a baby that fed continuously through the night.Three years ago I started to read again.Three years ago I fell for Kellan Kyle.Three years ago I stayed up till 4am reading thoughtless then 5am with Effortless.And Three years later I read Thoughtful in TWO LONG WEEKS even after staying up late reading I dream about you sometimes about what it would have been like if Denny hadn t come back, if you were mine Holding your hand, walking into the bar with you on my arm not having to hide anything any Telling the world that I love you So to say this is a much different reading experience than the first three is an understatement, that maybe because I truly feel like I m doing a re read rather than reading new material or just because Kellan s thoughts were hard for me to pick up sometimes so I did put it down and breathe again before I delved back in You all know the story so I m not going to go over the plot but I will talk about explain some of my thoughts First of all this is a very lonnnnnnnggggg read and I m not a fast reader so it took me much lonngerr time to get through it, yet when reading thoughtless I Did Not Feel like I was reading a big book like this, it was a rollarcoaster of a ride and I was hooked line and sinker into it, what I m trying to put across is that I already knew what the story was about so reading a POV where there was not much change in whether it was Kellan or Kiera it dragged slightly I m not usually one for reading the opposite pov in books but Kellan Kyle is one of My Top favourite BBF so I took a chance and I suppose S.C Stephens voice in the male POV was weaker here First of all Keira did not come off well in Kellans head AT ALL I will go back to thoughtless and say that I was NOT a hater of Keira in there because I suppose I just knew who Keira was meant to be with, I just saw what happened as circumstances and because Denny was her first love I saw Keira as confused and not seeing love until it happened when Kellan entered her life so in thoughtless I did not Hate her I dealt with the emotions as they came, what I found difficult while reading Thoughtul was Kellans thought s in his head and his history how he was unable to feel love for himself how I felt like he had no self worth, he put himself last on everything and in that Keira came off as worse, she came off as not thinking about Kellen AT ALL for me Saying all that lets look at the positives,I have a better understanding of Kellan with the tidbits of his past and his background being in his head meant you go through that journey right alongside him and I m glad I learn t that bit of him yet because of that I don t think Denny should have done what he did because he knew what he went though I didn t get the thought for that, am I wrong in thinking that I get Denny had his heart ripped out too but I just didn t get Denny from Kellans POV what he did when reading those particular scenes I felt myself not liking Denny either Although I did enjoy the kissing and sensual moments in Thoughful Kellan melted my heart, his feelings shining through and his Intense passion and undivided attention he gave Keira when it was just them I loved seeing why he got angry and upset and seeing a man truly deserve happiness and love it was definitely him BUT I honestly don t think that a full length 600 page book was needed for this I really do think if it was cut in half or even a novella of particular story lines such as the rain scenes and how I finally got what was going through his head then that would of been perfect in my opinion It is still 3.75 stars so it me I liked it I just didn t love it I m so sorry, but I will say that Kellan Kyle will forever be the one Rock Star that deserves to be loved and cherished, he s the one man that I will always always love and have a special place just like Christian Grey, Kellan Kyle is exactly the same for different reasons I m not sure if I would recommend this but I will recommend this series its a Top Favourite of mine that I will never tire of I just didn t love his POV cause I didn t feel like I m reading anything new and because Keira became a HATE character where I DID NOT feel like that in the rest of the series 5 Stars 5 Stars 6 PHENOMENAL Stars THAT IS ALL S C Stephens hit the jackpot with this one Thoughtful is the best book from a male POV I ve read It was even better then Thoughtless Unbelievable One day later, and I m still recovering from the total mindfuck that Thoughtful was I had forgotten just how frustrating the Kellan Kiera Denny love triangle actually was, and it left me completely drained But I loved every second of it Kellan Kyle is worth everything This is S C Stephens at her best Thoughtful was everything I ever could have S C Stephens hit the jackpot with this one Thoughtful is the best book from a male POV I ve read It was even better then Thoughtless Unbelievable One day later, and I m still recovering from the total mindfuck that Thoughtful was I had forgotten just how frustrating the Kellan Kiera Denny love triangle actually was, and it left me completely drained But I loved every second of it Kellan Kyle is worth everything This is S C Stephens at her best Thoughtful was everything I ever could have hoped for Ever since I read Thoughtless years ago, and fell in love with the sexy rock star Kellan Kyle, I ve hoping dreamt that author S C Stephens would write it from his POV I practically stalked her Facebook page for news daily But it seemed to good to be true that she actually would.But as it turned out, dreams sometimes comes true My favourite book one of, from my favourite author, from my favorite character POV, it seemed again too good to be true So when I found out she actually was doing it, my happiness knew no bounds I ve never been this excited for a book realease Ever Not in my whole life Can Thoughtful be read as a standalone Yes You won t be confused at all I felt though, that I could enjoy this roller coaster ride better because I had read Thoughtless first, but it s not a must If I hadn t, it s fully possible I might have combusted with frustration over Kiera and my heart would have ached so muchfor Kellan S C Stephens really nailed Kellan s POV She did an amazing job with Thoughtful, Everything we first feel for in Kellan is here, every side of him And I have never loved him.I ve been waiting years and years to give a book from a male POV 5 stars, and with Thoughtful I finally can While I often love the original book, the alternate POV always has been a disappointment While obviouslyThoughtful is a retelling of Thoughtless, it s also so muchSo much that would have stayed a secret is revealed Conversations aren t simply retold, just the important ones, and many are added I think than was a brilliant move by the author Thoughtful really did a number on my heart It was a difficult read My heart ached so much for Kellan.He actually believed that he was useless, worthless and that no one could ever love him.His dreams about his childhood was so hard to read, and the memories haunted him daily I never hated his parentsHis biggest fear was being alone and yet he was convinced it was his fate.Reading Kellan s thoughts were painful but Thoughtful was still a perfect book in its own way I don t think This instalment was unnecessary at all It added to the story and especially ones understanding of Kellan I ve never feltconnected to Kellan His thoughts about himself hit me hart, right to the core They felt so real, and I could actually feel them Now,than ever, he has the 1 spot in my heart, forever I thought I loved him after the three previous books, but my understanding and love for him has grown so much with this book I really want, no need to readthrough his eyes I need to see him happy, in his thoughts Thoughtful was so much heartbreak it could last a lifetime I m already itching to rereadEffortless and Reckless It s impossible to get too much Kellan Thoughtful gave Kellan a whole new, deeper level If you fell in love with him in Thoughtless, you will love him evenhere Major mindfuck or not this book made me love Kellanthan ever I love every part of him Even the parts that hurts to read Even though it hurts you re my favorite pain.What maybe hit me the hardest was the reasons for his many hook ups during the book, his need for meaningless sex It wasn t the sex itself he craved It was the connection after All he ever wanted was for someone to care about him Not the rock star, just him Thoughtful was hot I might even go so far and say some of the most steamiest scenes was the best ones I ever read If you have a problem with the hero being with other women, here s a fair warning I personally had no problem with it what so ever Why shouldn t Kellan have sex with others Kiera was the one in a relationship, and she ripped his heart out so many times, Kellan could do whatever he wanted to ease the pain.Kiera If you hated her in Thoughtless, you will dislike he evenin Thoughtful In Thoughtless at least we knew her motives to her every action, but from Kellan s side, she really did seem like a cold bitch and a fucking whore, jumping from bed to bed I never did hate her in Thoughtless but in thisshe really pushed my buttons She ripped out Kellan s hearttimes than I could count and didn t really seem to feel too bad about it Kellan is a bloody saint for even talking to her.D Bags I can t tell you how good it felt to meet the guys in Kellan s band again Matt, Evan and Griffin It was like coming home Griffin made me laugh out loud every time he was in the book He is such a funny idiot It s gonna be so much fun to read Untamed I got a newfound love for Evan He really was there for Kellan throughout this book He loved him as a brother and really showed it I adored the talk between him and Kellan at the hospital He was one one of my favorite parts of Thoughtful Griffin too, but that goes without saying.Denny I didn t like him him here as much as I did in Thoughtless don t know why, I still felt a good vibe about him though It would really be interesting to read his story someday Here I actually felt like it was Kellan who was the better friend Strange maybe, considering, but I did.The sexual tension between Kellan and Kiera was tangible S C Stephens is the queen when it comes to that I m serious when I say I ve never read anything like that before Kellan loved Kiera so much Maybe to the point to a little too much I often felt she was unworthy of his adoration Kellan was prepared to take every little crumb of love she could give him, he was willing to share her, he just wanted a small part of what she and Denny had it broke my heart I feel that Kiera didn t deserve his love That s one of the reasons I want the rest of this series from his POV so bad So she can start to make amends to me Kellan My heart really needs that Hero 5 Angst High focus Heroine 5 Romance High focus Sexual tension 5 Suspense Low focus Storytelling 5 Humour Medium focus Plot 5 Darkness Medium focus Story ending 5 AcknowledgementsAnd lastly, I need to thank Kellan Kyle You may be fictional, but you completely changed my life, and for that, I owe you everything LoveOfMyLife CanWeGetMarriedPlease IWantToHaveUrBabies 3.5 StarsThis was my very first audiobook and let me tell you, it s not as easy as it sounds and the experience is certainly different Sure, listening to an audiobook is very practical, but if you revisually oriented person like me, it takes some time to adjust I didn t know what to do with my hands and my eyes at first, however stupid that sounds Another problem was that sometimes I couldn t focus, my thoughts often wandered off somewhere or the narrator s voice lulled to sleep But on 3.5 StarsThis was my very first audiobook and let me tell you, it s not as easy as it sounds and the experience is certainly different Sure, listening to an audiobook is very practical, but if you revisually oriented person like me, it takes some time to adjust I didn t know what to do with my hands and my eyes at first, however stupid that sounds Another problem was that sometimes I couldn t focus, my thoughts often wandered off somewhere or the narrator s voice lulled to sleep But once I got used to it, I was one hundred percent invested in the story.As for the book, I loved the first three books and it was really nice to relive all the events through Kellan s eyes However, I already knew pretty much everything that would happen so this book wasn t angsty enough for my liking nor did it keep me on the edge of my seat like the first three books did I also struggled with the inner monologue at times, I felt like there was too much telling and not enough showing Thankfully, the male narrator was very good otherwise I would have been bored as hell.A lot of readers complained that Kellan s point of view was too feminine but I don t agree Kellan is not an ber alpha, he s alaid back kind of guy He s a very sexual and sensual person so I think his voice in this book was just fine.Despite some minor issues, I still enjoyed this book And Kellan consolidated his place as one of the sexiest and hottest book boyfriends in the romance genre.QUICK REVIEW Enjoyment 3.5 5Writing style 4 5Storyline 3 5Hero 5 5Heroine 3 5Secondary characters 4 5 Hotness chemistry 5 5 Romance 4 5 Angst 3 5Darkness level 2 5Humor 3 5 Depth of the book 4 5POV hero, 1st person Triggers view spoiler cheating, love triangle, child abuse hide spoiler